#hasanabi blurb

[prettytoxicrevolver]

1 from dialogue and 3 from scenarios for hasan?

(everyone boo emily cause this drabble sucks and it makes me sad i didn’t do better)

Hasan never takes a day off from streaming.

He’s complained multiple times about feeling guilty when he can’t stream especially with the conflict going on in the world.

It took you weeks to convince him that a couple of hours out and about won’t kill him, that it’ll actually do him some good, and you were grateful when he finally wore down and accepted your hangout request.

The two of you decided to head to a local Apple Orchard on the outskirts of LA. You hadn’t been apple picking since you were a kid and you were beyond excited when you got there. Thankfully, Hasan is a foot taller than you and catches up with your quick steps with ease.

The two of you grab a basket and head out to the field where you slow to a stroll and pick any apples you can actually reach. Hasan is behind you, watching with soft heart eyes for the younger girl before him.

You reach up on your tip toes, stretching to grab an out of reach apple and when you finally grasp it, you let out a small cheer and turn with a triumphant grin towards Hasan.

“You have a leaf in your hair,” he says, reaching up to tug the stray leaf out of your hair and tossing it lightly on the ground.

Your heart thunders realizing how close you and Hasan are and you try to ignore the tension but it’s so palpable that the older boy drops his hand from your hair. Your face is about to fall to one of disappointment when Hasan takes a leap and intertwines your fingers together.

You look back up and he tosses a wink at you, causing your heart to skip before he pulls you along with him to continue on your outing.

[makeandshift]

Hasan S/O // relationship launch

this has been stuck in my head for days now, so here it issss 🥰

Her stuff just slowly but surely starts appearing in the background of his instagram posts, on his stream.

Hasan initially just acknowledges it with a short 'Oh yeah, that ain't mine' and that's it.

Eventually she, or rather hints of her, start appearing as well. A hand giving him a plate of food from just off camera, him muting himself and clearly talking to someone, Kaya being returned from a walk even though Hasan has been right there this whole time.

Everybody knows exactly what is going on and just plays along while chat is freaking out and trying to collect all the clues they can find.

A while later he starts mentioning ✨his girl✨ in conversation. Other people also start mentioning 'Hasan's partner' and from the way they talk about her it is clear that they haven't just known her for a few weeks. Like this thing has been going on for a while.

First time he actually mentions being in a relationship is him announcing he won't be streaming because he's going on a little anniversary trip with his girl.

Probably accidentally mentions his girl's name and tries to ignore it happened but eventually just rolls with it because the cat is out of the bag now anyway.

Totally lets her decide when and how to 'reveal' her face, if she even wants to at all.

The man can't keep himself from being all sappy and clingy with her though. She decides to appear on his stream or on the pod? She's sitting there with his arm around her the entire time, getting kisses on her temple, forehead or cheek at least once every hour.

unhinged alternatives:

Austin totally forgetting that nobody knows about this relationship yet and spilling the beans on stream or on the pod.

Hasan doing another Chadvice and just casually introduces one of the people there as his wife.

Hard launching the relationship by posting their wedding pictures.

IRL stream that is Hasan and QT trying to plan out a nursery. When someone in chat asks why the hell they are doing this, he just says 'Because my wife is pregnant you dumbass'.

Face reveal stream, but instead it is on Will's stream. Bestie!Will is still my fav, sorry don't make the rules.

A Fear& episode titled 'Hasan is no longer single' and them not saying anything about it until like three episodes later.

[the-phantom-author]

hasan x cosmetologist/hairstylist/makeup artist!reader ?

I can not tell you why but my first thought is that he is so invested in the gossip that you hear while taking care of your clients. You're doing someone's hair and they’re on the phone talking to a friend about someone they used to date? Doing someone’s amke-up at a wedding and you get a front row seat to everything that goes wrong? Hasan can’t wait to hear you talk about it when you get home, he gets so invested in the story times that you have about your clients.

Doing his hair all the time when he had long hair. He mentioned a lot during this time that he had no idea what to do with his hair. So I know he would value your opinion on the matter. This covers everything from his routine to what styles he has it in. 

He also gave you free range of it as well, want  him to have space buns, so long as you were the one to do it he’d wear it. Twin french braids? Why not, if you wake up early enough he’d even wear the, on stream. 

Speaking of being on stream, there are definitely times where he has you do both his hair and makeup on stream. He would absolutely get ridiculous with the request he asks of you, when it comes to makeup. You never fail to make him look hot though, it’s impossible, you’re far too talented and he is far too pretty to begin with. 

This also probably ends up in you making him a proper skin care routine. Mans washes his face with body wash, like please help him.

[rafeshow]

where a fan made an 10 minute video with a compilation of hasan and reader being in love.

just for clicks

hasanabi x fem!streamer!reader

tags : hasan being a bit of an ass, tension, lingering touches, angst, use of y/n (scary ik), this is a blurb (I can’t make more parts if ppl want it), basically just angst, nothing really from the readers pov

a/n : i’m pretty sure you were looking for a more sappy direction w this request, but i rlly couldn’t help myself and i made it angsty 😭. also this is my first fanfic on this acc so pls be nice to me 🙏 im not good w english

It was a regular streaming day for Hasan, for the most part. His typical bogging on about politics, random internet drama, and his frequent frustration at chat. Behind all that though, his mind was a fog. You; another streamer, having been friends with Austin, being introduced to the Fear& group, and all but weaseling your way into being a staple member of the friend group, was all that Hasan could think about. Austin had tried to set the two of you up when you were first introduced to the friend group, but you never ended up going on any serious or planned romantic ventures, the two of yous schedules preventing from such.

That’s not to say you weren’t interested in eachother, it was quite the opposite actually. It was unspoken between the two of you, literally. Minus talking on the podcast or short interactions in videos, you had never spoken outside of ‘work’. That didnt stop the tension from growing though.

It started as accidental; Hasan gently grazing the back of your neck when walking behind your chair during filming in the cramped podcast room, his warm fingers barely lingering for a second on your bare neck, followed by rushed apology. Then it was you; lightly holding his waist as you attempted to squeeze behind him during a cooking stream, still unable to get past without his backside brushing against your front to a degree. And those two accidental touches wouldn’t have been a problem if they had just stayed those two accidental touches. The two of you managed to bump into eachother enough times that it had you each questioning if the other person was doing it on purpose.

Hasan was the first to break the ‘accidental’ rule, having grabbed your waist firmly and practically picking you up off the ground to move you on one occasion. You followed suit with the rule breaking, leaning across him to grab something from QT while filming the podcast and intentionally resting stretched for a moment; your top half shelved atop his forearm as it laid flat on the table.

The two of you refused to do anything about it though, and it was driving you both mad. Each touch was getting more daring then the last, and it was a game of who was going to break first. You were mad because you thought he was intentionally toying with you; knowing it drove you mad whilst not being interested himself. Just doing it to mess with you. Hasan on the other hand was just generally pissed you hadn’t done anything yet, which was ironic considering he didn’t have the gall to do anything himself either.

It was all that Hasan had been thinking of that day, and he questioned that if his facecam didn’t cut off at the top of his head that chat would be able to see the steam emanating from it. He was beyond frustrated, but he found it easy to play off; opting to take his anger out on the idiots who left comments on his livestream.

The two of you hadn’t thought about what your predicament looked like from an outsiders perspective though, not until now atleast.

Hasan was watching some political interview; mostly letting it play while opening links from chat in other tabs. As he opened one in particular, his heart stopped. He quickly clicked back to the tab, his brows taught together as he re-read the title.

“No fucking shot.” He forcibly laughed out, not only in disbelief himself but also trying to play his reaction down a bit for the stream. It was a compilation video, titled “y/n and hasan being down bad for 7 minutes”.

He was shocked he hadn’t thought about it, honestly. He was so concerned with keeping his feelings down while streaming by himself that he hadn’t even considered how he looked when he was actually with you. He clicked play without a second thought, his brain still registering the situation at hand. He had to stop himself from letting a grin slip out.

He watched the whole video without saying anything, which was alarming for chat and him. He was just entranced at how painfully obvious the two of you made it. The way he stared at you as you spoke to someone else. The way you never looked at him when he spoke to anybody. The way he stared at your hands as you fidgeted with a mic cord. The now obvious touches. He was baffled.

But his emotions quickly flipped back to his previous frustration. All that has been going on and you still hadn’t done anything? The two of you still hadn’t even talked? You had interacted this way long enough for somebody to make a 7 minute long compilation and the two of you still hadn’t done anything? He turned to chat, decided to take it out by being defensive.

“It’s actually hilarious the shit you idiots come up with. You do realize we’ve never talked right? The little shit we’ve said on camera is all we’ve ever said to eachother. Ever. I don’t even know her actual name. I don’t even have her in my contacts. I’ve never even thought about her in that way. You guys are so apt on shipping every male and female to ever interact together, it’s disgusting. You guys are fucking weird.” He took a beat, knowing the shit he was saying was doing anything but help his case, and knowing the hole he was digging for himself was just getting deeper. The few excuses he could come up with were borderline pathetic and certainly laughable. He just hoped he said his words fast enough that none of it stuck, even though he could practically feel the clips getting posted to twitter. In a last stitch effort to save himself, he blurted out;

“And anything she’s ever done around me is just for fucking clicks anyway.” He closed his mouth immediately after saying it. Hasan knew how much of a low blow that was, he knew how much he defended other streamers in the space for the same shit, and he couldn’t believe he’d just let that out about you of all people. He knew then in that moment that he’d lost all chances of anything with you, and he couldn’t grasp the fact that he was able to royally fuck himself over in a matter of seconds. He sat there silent, grumbling something else about chat being stupid, and then he went back to his political video.

He tried to keep a stone face, but he couldn’t help as his eyes caught chat every few minutes, mixes of shock and anger still bubbling between all of them. Hasan tried to redeem himself as much as he could; making some jokes and throwing some insults at whatever video he was watching. The main mass of the shocked comments eventually fizzled away, but he ultimately ended up wrapping up stream after another 30ish minutes. All he could do now was watch as everything unfolded before him.

[makeandshift]

I’m so excited because I neeeddd a Hasan piker imagine. Maybe on a fear& podcast Austin admits that he hear Hasan and the reader have sex and she’s super embarrassed but Hasan has a sly smirk. ❤️❤️❤️

Oh I could totally see this happen. It just suddenly comes up out of nowhere in the conversation as well and it just kind of spirals from there..

Hasan S/O // admission

trying this new format for requests, pls let me know if you guys like it 👉👈 as always: skip if this ain’t your thing. ᴍᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ʙᴇʟᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜᴛ, ᴍɪɴᴏʀs ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴅɴɪ

It wasn't the first time she had been on the podcast, probably wouldn't be the last either. Though it takes her a while to recover at this 'incident'.

Usually the topic of their relationship never really comes up, only gets mentioned in passing, aka when they are talking about how much better the snack selection at Hasan's house is now that she's living there 🤭

Of course someone had to go and mention that Austin looks absolutely exhausted, with dark circles under his eyes and his massive coffee in front of him.

Initially it turns into the usual 'making fun of Austin and his twinks', but Will notices Hasan just sitting there with this grin on his face and he just knows something else is going on.

It takes Will like 1-2 minutes of prying to get Austin to admit he couldn't sleep because of Hasan and his girl.

Cue Hasan just absolutely cackling and her just trying to hide her increasingly red face in her hands 🙈

Once she has recovered a little bit the next like ten minutes are spent by her just apologizing to Austin.

Meanwhile Will and Hasan just keep sharing these dumb sly grins.

She totally punches them both in the shoulder for it. Perks of sitting in between the two of them.

Also them being so loud they kept Austin awake totally becomes an ongoing joke on Fear&💀

Hasan brings it up whenever he can just because he thinks it's hilarious.

Also the next time she is on the show she and Hasan totally have dumb matching shirts that refer to it. Keep Austin Awake

[makeandshift]

Hasan S/O // moving in

as requested by this lovely anon ❤️ sorry this took me literally forever to get out 🥺

Hasan would just pay for some fancy ass moving company to come and do everything for her. He wants this to be the most easygoing, stressfree experience of her life.

She has free reign over the house. Whatever she wants to change is totally cool with him because it is their house now 🥹

So so so many jokes from her side about 'moving into Hasan's 3 million dollar mansion'.

Hasan: "It's just a normal ass house 😐"

She's tired and emotional and seeing one side of his closet cleared out for her stuff 1000% makes her cry.

This totally happens over a bunch of similar stuff throughout the first week and Hasan doesn't really know what to do or say except just accept her hugs.

While unpacking her stuff he totally wonders why the hell she brought half of it because he has never seen her use/wear/display it.

Turns out it's like 98% gifts from people and she doesn't have the heart to throw stuff away 🥺

His attitude is very much "just throw it out and I'll buy you a new/better one if you miss it"

Somehow her stuff works its way into his streaming room as well. Like suddenly there's a plant on his shelf and he has no idea how it got there.

She also puts a nice framed picture of them together on there and just waits to see how long it takes for him to notice 🤭

There is a definite adjustment period of them living together and it isn't always nice.

Hasan is very "I've always done it like this, so I'll keep doing it this way"

And his girl just comes in and either disturbs that completely or constantly comes in with the "but what if we did it like this though?"

Also he kind of just goes about and does his own thing whereas she wants to do stuff together.

Takes them like three months to settle into a new routine together 🙃

[makeandshift]

Hasan S/O // dad!hasan

because it came second in my latest poll 🥰

Just absolutely stunned, shocked, baffled when his girl tells him she's pregnant. Even if they have been actively trying.

If you thought he was protective and overbearing before, just wait 'til you see him now. Just constantly hovering around his girl, doing everything he can to make things easier for her (even things she wants to do herself).

Totally asks his mom for advice on helping with the pregnancy and being a parent 🥺

Hand 👏 on 👏 the 👏 baby 👏 bump 👏 always!

Holding up his girl's pregnant belly 🥰

Childbirth is the most brutal thing he has ever witnessed and will not shut up about how superhuman his girl is for going through that.

Definitely cries when holding his kid for the first time.

Doesn't believe his kid is abnormally big (like 90th+ percentile) because look at how small they are!

Also he's gonna need like at least another two because it would be a shame to only have one of these perfect little babies around?

Constantly carrying Baby Piker around and basically has to be convinced to put them down for a nap. They can just nap on his chest right?

Every single baby item he sees and likes, he just gets. It doesn't matter that the baby has a thousand little outfits already, this one is also a must have!

Has complete straight-faced (political) conversations with the kid like they aren't just a one year old baby who's just babbling away.

Once Baby Piker is a little bigger he totally is the kind of dad to toss them into the air, hold them upside down, wrestle with them. Total dad stuff.

Bonus ep of Fear& when the kid is like 4 years old and it's only topics that Baby Piker wants to talk about. Like 'Yes, do tell me more about Paw Patrol'.

Stopping midway through his rant on stream because his kid just walked in to tell him something. Or to bring him a snack or something.

Little family walks with Kaya and the kid in a stroller or a carrier 🥰

Jewelry with his kids name on it!!!!!!

[makeandshift]

Hasan S/O // NSFW headcanons (pt. 2)

happy sunday everyone! first part can be read here. as always, if this ain’t your thing feel free to skip it ❤️

ᴍᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ʙᴇʟᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜᴛ, ᴍɪɴᴏʀs ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴅɴɪ

He’s always been open about his sex life, but definitely won’t share anything she doesn’t want him to.

He is a self-declared boob man, but he’s also obsessed with his girl’s thighs. Always squeezing them, gripping them really tight, loves having them wrapped around him or thrown over his shoulders.

There is a 95% chance at any given time that she is walking around with little fingertip bruises on her thighs because of this.

Also really loves leaving love-bites on his girl. Usually they are in places that are fairly easy to hide, but if she wanted to she could show them off as well; just below her collarbone, on her shoulder blade, inside of her thigh just above the knee.

In addition to that: her showing them off gets him going so fast it is almost embarrassing.

Lingerie is really nice and all, but there is nothing better than his girl in one of his shirt and a pair of racy panties (or none at all).

Soft dom!Hasan all the way. Praising his girl, stroking her hair and kissing her face while pounding her into the mattress.

He is the king of aftercare and I will not be told otherwise. Cuddles, cleaning her up, massaging her wrists after having been tied up, whatever she needs she gets.

Shower sex is nice and all, but lazy, slow bath sex is way better.

Vacations together aren’t truly a success in his eyes until they have had sex on every possible surface in their hotel room / airbnb.

Nothing spurs him on like her tugging on his hair or driving her nails into his back. He was already given it 100% before? Now he is gonna make sure she can’t even stand up without his help once he is done with her.

Jerks off to nudes she has sent him, but would much rather have her be there and do it for him.

Any day she gives him head is automatically the best day ever and nothing can ruin it now.

Tipsy / drunk Hasan definitely gets all touchy feely with his girl. Doesn’t care that anybody else can see or hear, her ass looks really nice and he needs to let her know that.

So many nicknames that never leave the bedroom: princess, doll, angel, baby girl, the list goes on.

[makeandshift]

Hasan S/O // NSFW headcanons

as requested by this lovely anon. exactly what it says in the tin, so feel free to skip this if it ain't your cup of tea ❤️

ᴍᴀᴛᴜʀᴇ ᴄᴏɴᴛᴇɴᴛ ʙᴇʟᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴜᴛ, ᴍɪɴᴏʀs ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ᴅɴɪ

Sooo gentle the first few times, definitely testing the waters to see what she likes (and not immediately scare her off).

His girl comes first, figuratively and literally. Nothing matters more than her enjoying herself.

Praise kink. Loves to hear he’s doing the right thing and definitely will tell her when he’s enjoying himself too.

He tends to get kind of handsy with her. Can never let the opportunity for a little grope or ass slap pass him by.

So much manhandling, loves lifting her up or throwing her on the bed. It’s part of the reason why he works out 💪

In addition to that: totally counts morning sex as warming up for his workouts.

There’s two modes when it comes to sex. Either he needs to fuck something out of his system, hard and fast. Or he’s enjoying the intimacy and could go for hours.

Such a tease when he wants to be. Can really drag things out until she’s begging, until which he has no choice but to give in because just look at her.

Probably tends to stick to the vanilla stuff because it’s a sure fire way to success, but totally keen on trying out different things as well. Literally up for almost anything.

Except sharing. That’s his girl and nobody is allowed to touch her.

Favourite place in the world is between her thighs. Doesn’t even matter if it is with his fingers, mouth or dick, just loves being there any which way.

Loves going down on his girl though. Would do it daily if he got the chance.

No qualms about wearing condoms, but will probably celebrate the day he doesn’t have to anymore. Breeding kink, anyone?

Appreciates and cherishes any and all nudes / spicy pictures he gets. Could literally just be some side boob and he is happy as a clam.

God forbid their texting history ever leaks, because it just goes from 0 to 100 back down to 0 so fast.

Literally could be talking about the weather and then suddenly it’s a vivid description of everything he wants to do to her. And then back to asking how that work meeting went.

[makeandshift]

No boundaries!BFF with Hasan

bless @the-phantom-author for putting this out into the universe for everyone to enjoy

Everyone who sees them interact for any amount of time immediately thinks they are dating, which they will both deny. Not even in a ‘no we’re not’ kind of way, but acting like it’s the craziest thing they ever heard anyone say, like it is on par with the sky is green. None of this helps any of the allegations of course.

Either of them goes on a date and once they get home they immediately calls the other to tell them all the details. They know entirely to much about each other’s preferences, needs and wants, and half of these conversations just end up being a variation of ‘how could they ever think you’d like that?’ and ‘that is not what you need from a relationship at all’

Just barging into each other’s homes like they live there. Could be the middle of the night, could be at 7 am, who even knows honestly. They probably bring groceries as well because they remembered that the last time they were over x, y, and z was running out.

What even is a guest bedroom? Sleeping over means sleeping in each other’s bed all cuddled up with zero space between them. Also they probably sleep worse if the other isn’t next to them.

Hasan has totally offered his bestie to move in with him at least a dozen times. Anytime something is wrong with their apartment he mentions that he has plenty of space in his ‘mansion’.

Forehead kisses!!!! So many, all the time, no reason needed.

Random gift giving just because they saw something that reminded them of each other. Hasan probably spends ridiculous amounts of money on these. Don’t even dare mention liking something because he will have it delivered the next day.

Must sit next to each other! It’s just the rules okay. Inevitably one of them ends up with their head on the other’s shoulder, a hand resting on their knee, some hand holding to toy with their jewellery. Or just a combination of those.

Fidgeting with each other’s jewellery is totally a common thing for them, btw. Anything else doesn’t even cut it as a coping mechanism anymore.

[makeandshift]

Hasan S/O // streamer!gf

the great revival of streamer!gf, inspired by this lovely anon ❤️ read part one here! this post does revise some things from the first one though.

They operate in totally corners of streaming where they don't know who the other is beyond just having heard their username mentioned a couple of times.

Meeting at TwitchCon or something similiar and even though they hang out for like maybe 20 minutes they are both immediately done for.

Them being a couple is such a wild idea that nobody even really considers it a possibility.

Plus they are super careful about hiding it. No social media posts mentioning (let alone featuring) each other, no appearances anywhere together.

Any crumb of evidence of them even being in the same room does get picked up by fans who ship them like crazy. The fancams and edits community is thriving every time something new gets posted.

Always texting or chatting with each other on discord though. Like the only time they aren't somehow communicating is when they are asleep.

When asked about the other they totally pretend they've only met each other at industry events and talked for a little bit and that's it. If only people knew.

They take soft launching to a whole new level, it's basically art how they manage to hide little hints.

At this point they have probably been dating for close to a year...

Definitely hard launching with her posting a picture of Kaya 🥰

It takes even longer for them to appear on each other's stream, even if it is just popping into the room to say hi.

The first time she appears on Fear& goes so hard though. So much old married couple banter.

Totally lets him fiddle with the bracelet (that he gave her) on her wrist when his hands get restless 🥺

Matching jewellery but only in really subtle ways, i.e. he gets the silver version and she gets the gold one.

[makeandshift]

Hasan S/O // foreign!gf

some self-indulgence because it came third in the poll 🤭 also this took forever and i am sorry

Met at some international event like TwitchCon Europe and they are both just instantly smitten.

Her visiting L.A. and just instantly ✨hating it✨ because why the hell is traffic this bad. The weather is nice though.

Regardless, she wants to do all the dumb tourist stuff she can think off.

Doing the classic american supermarket visit for tourist and just being blown away at the variety of Oreo's or something dumb. Won't shut up about it.

Always calculating the price of something in 'her' currency and then being amazed/shocked at how expensive or cheap something is.

Teaching Hasan to say stupid shit in her native language 🤭 and telling it means something completely different

The first thing he learns is definitely a swear word because it is what she yells when she stubs her toe.

Silly little nicknames for Hasan and Kaya in her native language.

[Insert Austin asking her if she took ESL in high school here]

Cooking food from her home country for Hasan and making a tierlist. Probably the biggest argument they've ever had.

95% of Will's sports and pop culture references just go completely over her head.

Forcing Taking Hasan on vacation to her home country 🥰

Long, loud phone calls with her family at impossible hours because of the time difference.

Sharing different holiday traditions 🥹

The language barrier between their families meaning the both of them have to just be translators whenever they are around.

[makeandshift]

Hasan S/O // bi!gf

as decided by my latest poll ❤️

Introduced by their mutual friend bestie!Will Neff when she was still dating her ex (a girl).

Hasan just assumed she was gay for the first couple of months. And was kinda sad about it because she’s so cute.

Almost choked on his drink when she casually mentions she’s also into men.

For the longest time they are just really good friends who hang out regularly and argue about their taste in women.

When she’s single for a little while he casually lets it drop that he thinks she’s really hot and then she’s just like ‘and I think you’re hot so why the hell aren’t we dating???’

He is the one to officially ask her out though, after a silly little lunch date where she looks so pretty he can’t stand the idea of her not being his.

Constantly arguing about who has the better taste in women, which Hasan always ends up winning because it just turns into him showering her with compliments.

Will and Hasan constantly use her as the tiebreaker in arguments they have with Austin and QT on Fear& about relationships/sex/whatever.

She is Austin’s yes man and enabler. Who is she to deny him his street twinks? And of course she’ll go to the Abbey with him on a week night.

Wondering why the hell people in bars and clubs have stopped hitting on her when Hasan is right there looming over her.

Obligated rant about how her being bi doesn’t mean she is down to have a threesome with strangers and their mediocre boyfriends.

Her appearances on Fear& are top tier because she loves baiting Austin into making unhinged statements.

Definitely also declares herself the gayest unofficial member of Fear&.

But also her and Hasan’s dynamic is just great because it’s total old married couple banter until someone says something (jokingly) mean about Hasan.

Only she gets to make fun of her 6’4 ft tall baby 😠

Also on Fear& she just squeezes onto the couch between her bestie Will and Hasan because it is the perfect excuse to snuggle up with her bf 🥰 and also because Will is within slapping range

[makeandshift]

Getting back together with Hasan

as requested by this lovely anon ❤️ sorry it took me a while to get to! can be read as kind of a part two of this, but can also be seen as it's own thing

The first time around things just didn't work out. It was never a hostile breakup, if anything it's the most amicable breakup either of them ever had.

They were just young, focused on different things and unsure of what they wanted in life.

Now, a whole bunch of years later, things are different and the moment they hangout for longer than 5 minutes they can't help but realize how much they missed each other.

Of course neither of them actually says it, at least not in a romantic, 'I now know you are the best for me' kind of way.

They start hanging out a lot more, just as friends they assure everyone (mostly themselves). Everybody can see what is going on, except those two.

It takes them getting kind of buzzed and laying in bed half asleep together for the feelings to really start pouring out.

Ends up just being a day spent in bed together, cuddled up and working out their issues and eventually agreeing to give it a try again.

Hasan assures her that he is going to do things 'properly' this time. He buys her flowers, takes her out on cute little dates, and just buys her everything he remembers her liking.

He just wants her to know how much he appreciates her and will do everything to make sure this works out.

A lot of re-getting to know each other; What did they get up to in those past years? Do they still like that one thing they used to do all the time?

Basically attached at the hip, she especially just loves being close to him, even if it is just holding his hand or rubbing his back.

She definitely moves in with him super fast. Maybe not officially, but a lot of her stuff is at his house and she is basically there 24/7.

Could definitely see them getting married really fast as well because why waste any more time when they just know that this is the person they wanna be with?

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No boundaries!BFF with Hasan (pt. 3)

read the first part here and the second part here. loving our shared obsession with no boundries!bff.

Daily (if not more often) phone calls when either of them is on a vacation or trip that takes longer than a day.

Additionally: dropping everything when the other calls them because it might as well be the most important part of their day.

Just altogether bordering on co-dependency.

Their S/O breaks up with them because they can't deal with the love and affection they give Hasan.

Initially they just brush it off as them being possessive, but it does start eating at them a lot a little bit.

Cue them mulling over it forever and basically using Will as a free therapist as they try to figure out their feelings. honorary bestie!Will mention.

They start paying attention to everything Hasan does for them and they realise that it is kind of a lot. Same thing the other way around.

Tiptoeing around their feelings while still trying to act the way they always have because what if the other doesn't feel the same way? Everyone around them is just face palming so hard.

Getting just a little bit too drunk / tired / in their feelings and spilling the beans to Hasan.

It takes him like 3-5 business days to process the information and another 2 to act on it.

Making things official in the most casual way possible, just on one of their movie nights either of them speaks up "You wanna be mine?". The answer is of course yes or "I've always been yours" 😭😭😭

Proceeding to worry about 'moving too fast' while basically nothing has changed in the way they act, they've just finally decided to put a label on it.

Them announcing their relationship to people and the response just is "Weren't you already?" every time without fail.

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No boundaries!BFF with Hasan (pt. 4)

read the first part here, the second part here and the third part here. a little shorter one this time.

They probably have a whole bunch of 'friendship jewellery', half of which is just things they bought to match.

There are no secrets in this relationship. They know anything and everything about each other, andwould totally crush the newlywed game.

Once they are officially together they are just the absolute masters of tasteful pda. Hugs, hand holding, quick kisses, they are basically glued together.

So much praise for each other. Someone mention's BFF's name in a conversation with Hasan? He will definitely go on a 5+ minute rant about why they are the most amazing person on earth.

God forbid they ever have to write wedding vows because they will be hours long.

IRL streams where he brings his BFF along are the cutest thing ever but also the worst because he barely gets anything done.

At some point they just start using the day they met as their anniversary because no one else mattered from that point on anyway.

Kaya is not just Hasan's daughter, she's their daughter.